In Bad Condition

I seem to be ailing badly.

Recent medical report said that I had a relapse. This time round, I don't feel upset already. Just sianz that I have to see the doctor regularly.

In fact, I was in a constant state of dizziness today that I sometimes had to sit down to regain my composure and get my breath back. My mum was rushing to the airport in the morning and commanded me to help her do this and that. I had to keep finding a corner at home out of her vision to catch my breath and stop seeing stars. Didn't want to let her know cos she'd say I'm weak and useless, or exaggerating. Later in the afternoon, I startled my friends when I had to rest by the roadside

On top of this, I woke up early this morning with a terribly twisted back. Every movement that stretches my back muscles makes me moan in agony. I tried massaging the area but I couldn't apply force. It's painful to the point that I have to bite my lips to prevent myself from crying. Weird. It hasn't happened before. I thought only men hurt their backs from doing too vigorous *ahem*.

Went to the temple to pray for better health. Will go see doctor regarding my relapse on Monday.